In the meantime, here's the last video I took a couple nights ago before I went to bed. :)
Tuesday, December 15, 2015
Wednesday, December 9, 2015
Prostate Milking
Holy fuck.
So it's really hard to see in the gif and video, 'cuz I didn't have the camera set up to see that (I wasn't EXPECT it, after all...) But I just had my first anal orgasm last night.
I was fucking my ass with my favorite toy and watching the videos I made with mistress and it just kind of happened. It wasn't a full orgasm, but it clearly wasn't pre either. Just one spurt of cum followed by a dribble... The orgasm itself wasn't an immediate spike in pleasure like my usual orgasms--the actual spurt didn't feel any different than I was feeling seconds before (though damn was I feeling good seconds before, it was like a slow build-up that just kept piling on top of itself.) The ass-fucking just felt better and better and better until... Well, you know.
And it might just be how turned on I was to have actually done it, but I was way, WAY hornier afterwards than I was when I did it.
It will be up to Mistress if I deserve a punishment for this or not. On the one hand, I technically came without permission. On the other, she's always wanted me to teach myself to cum hands-free, and prostate orgasms don't really provide relief like a regular one does. We will see where her verdict lies!
So it's really hard to see in the gif and video, 'cuz I didn't have the camera set up to see that (I wasn't EXPECT it, after all...) But I just had my first anal orgasm last night.
I was fucking my ass with my favorite toy and watching the videos I made with mistress and it just kind of happened. It wasn't a full orgasm, but it clearly wasn't pre either. Just one spurt of cum followed by a dribble... The orgasm itself wasn't an immediate spike in pleasure like my usual orgasms--the actual spurt didn't feel any different than I was feeling seconds before (though damn was I feeling good seconds before, it was like a slow build-up that just kept piling on top of itself.) The ass-fucking just felt better and better and better until... Well, you know.
And it might just be how turned on I was to have actually done it, but I was way, WAY hornier afterwards than I was when I did it.
It will be up to Mistress if I deserve a punishment for this or not. On the one hand, I technically came without permission. On the other, she's always wanted me to teach myself to cum hands-free, and prostate orgasms don't really provide relief like a regular one does. We will see where her verdict lies!
Sunday, December 6, 2015
Finally, the full video!
The full video from my play session with Mistress is finally up! I had a lot of trouble getting it to work on xhamster so I had to go with pornhub. Even with some downtime / repetitive parts taken out and half of the session not being recorded, there's still 25 minutes of teasing and torture for you all to enjoy. It was so incredibly intense being so helpless.. If you want the full story of what happened that evening, head back to this post. Enjoy!
Lingerie Shopping!
I had the BEST cashier who was very understanding and all smiles. She asked (jokingly at first) "Is this all for you" and I answered "Yes, of course!" without even thinking. I guess I've been conditioned by my mistress not to even think about denying it. She teased me playfully a bit (I know I turned bright red) and winked at me at the end when she told me to "have a WONDERFUL evening." As embarrassed as I was, I was also extremely grateful to have gotten a cashier like that and not one who would judge me.
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Panties in a 3-pack? Butts in a 3-pack! |
And of course the best part of the evening was getting to show off to all my online friends. Here are some videos I ended up making to tease a friend (and myself in the process...)
Thursday, December 3, 2015
I'm very sorry to anybody who sent me questions!
Someone just told me they had used it and I tried it myself to see, the 'ask me anything' box is not working. it says 'message sent' but I am not receiving any messages.
I have tried to fix it to no avail. I have, however, managed to enable anonymous commenting! So if you'd like to ask a question or leave an order, you can use that instead. Sorry to any that I missed!
Someone just told me they had used it and I tried it myself to see, the 'ask me anything' box is not working. it says 'message sent' but I am not receiving any messages.
I have tried to fix it to no avail. I have, however, managed to enable anonymous commenting! So if you'd like to ask a question or leave an order, you can use that instead. Sorry to any that I missed!
Made a Tumblr!
This is probably still the better place to check because it's much less limiting on what I can post, but since tumblr is so popular I figured I could throw some of the stuff up there too! There's a gifset of the session with Mistress there, if gifs are your preferred porn medium. If you have a tumblr, I'd love a note, reblog, or follower!
azasdenial.tumblr.com
Here are some of the gifs, too. Blogger lets me upload them at a bit higher quality. :)
Wednesday, December 2, 2015
Ask Me a Question!
Edit: Blogger contact form sucks. Doesn't work at all. But I did manage to get anonymous comments working, so you can still ask me questions that way! If you have anything to ask, request, or order, please do so!
Oh, and it doesn't feel right to make a text-only post, so here's some pictures! Two new ones, two old ones. Plus edges 13-30 from last Saturday (before my session with Mistress!)
Oh, and it doesn't feel right to make a text-only post, so here's some pictures! Two new ones, two old ones. Plus edges 13-30 from last Saturday (before my session with Mistress!)
Something Old, Something (kinda) New!
Just a filler post for today. Want to see me back when I was practically new to the bondage scene and clumsily asked a friend of mine to tie me up and spank my balls? Yes you do. ;)

The first video I ever uploaded here that I had to upload through dropbox because of it's length also finished processing on xhamster, so here's that one again for anyone that didn't see it (and so I can take the dropbox version off!)

Some fun coming up soon... Possibly involving a big-cocked, submissive friend of mine coming over for me to tie up and torment! I'll share it with you all as always, of course~
The first video I ever uploaded here that I had to upload through dropbox because of it's length also finished processing on xhamster, so here's that one again for anyone that didn't see it (and so I can take the dropbox version off!)
Some fun coming up soon... Possibly involving a big-cocked, submissive friend of mine coming over for me to tie up and torment! I'll share it with you all as always, of course~
Tuesday, December 1, 2015
Teasing, Torture, and Denial
Nnnnnnnnnnfff. I am equal parts sleepy and incredibly horny...
Do you know how hard it is to edit an HOUR of footage of the best S&M session you've ever had without cumming? >.>
I just couldn't leave it half-done once I got started... I know I can't get the entire big video done in one night, but never fear, I still have something to share! The main vid will be about 20-30 minutes, and the only things that get cut from that are downtimes / breaks. If you like your porn that way, you'll have to be patient!
This, instead, is sort of a 'highlight reel.' All the good stuff condensed into a little over three minutes. Kind of like a really long version of a 'teaser.' I actually prefer to consume my porn this way anyway!
Also... that bit I mentioned in the last post about her covering my cock in heating balm and shocking it until I cried?... Here you go, sirs and mistress! I hope you enjoy watching me genuinely struggle and cry and try to escape while I'm subjected to sweet, horrible sexual torture... ;)
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