Post Party Fun

So, I'm not dead!  Mistress did come to visit a couple weeks ago (a visit that involved me locked in my new electric chastity belt, pinned to the bed, getting fucked and shocked...) But unfortunately that was not on camera.  I've also been being a bit antisocial lately, but I finally pulled out of the slump I've been in, got dolled up, and went out to a fetish party! 

It's no secret to any of these folks that I cross-dress, and it's totally accepted there, but I've still never actually gone to one of these parties completely cross-dressed. I've dressed up for individual scenes and then changed right back. That changed today!

And of course, after all the fun (both watching and getting involved in a couple of light scenes, nothing heavy) I had some tension to work off... So here's my outfit and some post-party fun.

Sorry, updates will be a bit sparse for a little while, I'm busy and a little too beat up from work to make any pornographic appearances (but hopefully there shall be more this weekend!)

In the meantime, here's the last video I took a couple nights ago before I went to bed. :)

Prostate Milking

Holy fuck.

So it's really hard to see in the gif and video, 'cuz I didn't have the camera set up to see that (I wasn't EXPECT it, after all...) But I just had my first anal orgasm last night.

I was fucking my ass with my favorite toy and watching the videos I made with mistress and it just kind of happened. It wasn't a full orgasm, but it clearly wasn't pre either. Just one spurt of cum followed by a dribble... The orgasm itself wasn't an immediate spike in pleasure like my usual orgasms--the actual spurt didn't feel any different than I was feeling seconds before (though damn was I feeling good seconds before, it was like a slow build-up that just kept piling on top of itself.)  The ass-fucking just felt better and better and better until... Well, you know. 

And it might just be how turned on I was to have actually done it, but I was way, WAY hornier afterwards than I was when I did it. 

It will be up to Mistress if I deserve a punishment for this or not.  On the one hand, I technically came without permission.  On the other, she's always wanted me to teach myself to cum hands-free, and prostate orgasms don't really provide relief like a regular one does.  We will see where her verdict lies!

Finally, the full video!

The full video from my play session with Mistress is finally up!  I had a lot of trouble getting it to work on xhamster so I had to go with pornhub.  Even with some downtime / repetitive parts taken out and half of the session not being recorded, there's still 25 minutes of teasing and torture for you all to enjoy.  It was so incredibly intense being so helpless..  If you want the full story of what happened that evening, head back to this post.  Enjoy!

Lingerie Shopping!

Went lingerie shopping today! 

I had the BEST cashier who was very understanding and all smiles.  She asked (jokingly at first) "Is this all for you" and I answered "Yes, of course!" without even thinking.  I guess I've been conditioned by my mistress not to even think about denying it.  She teased me playfully a bit (I know I turned bright red) and winked at me at the end when she told me to "have a WONDERFUL evening."  As embarrassed as I was, I was also extremely grateful to have gotten a cashier like that and not one who would judge me.

Panties in a 3-pack?  Butts in a 3-pack!

And of course the best part of the evening was getting to show off to all my online friends.  Here are some videos I ended up making to tease a friend (and myself in the process...)

I'm very sorry to anybody who sent me questions!

Someone just told me they had used it and I tried it myself to see, the 'ask me anything' box is not working.  it says 'message sent' but I am not receiving any messages.

I have tried to fix it to no avail.  I have, however, managed to enable anonymous commenting!  So if you'd like to ask a question or leave an order, you can use that instead.  Sorry to any that I missed!

Made a Tumblr!

This is probably still the better place to check because it's much less limiting on what I can post, but since tumblr is so popular I figured I could throw some of the stuff up there too!  There's a gifset of the session with Mistress there, if gifs are your preferred porn medium.  If you have a tumblr, I'd love a note, reblog, or follower!

azasdenial.tumblr.com
Here are some of the gifs, too.  Blogger lets me upload them at a bit higher quality.  :)